expect the unexpected..

Life is full of surprises. im wondering what my life will bring and how things will turn out.. my life has given so many unexpected turns, that nothing surprises me anymore.

I've been slapped in the face by the one person I would assume I should admire the most. but now I feel numb and have no sympathy for anyone. I've tried to understand her and its really hard for me to comprehend that she will never change & she will never be the person I thought I knew.it was all an illusion. The moments I once dreamed about sharing with her will never be. Her mentality has ruined everything for me.

its scary to know it isnt unconditional love. & no matter what people say, it doesnt amount to the things i know and have experienced.